Monday, January 15, 2007
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

This has not been a particularly easy time for you and the ride isn't quite over yet. You may now feel a fresh wave of emotions washing over you, but the danger stems from holding on to the past instead of gracefully flowing into the future. Practice by envisioning a totally new and different ( Read more... )

But in the long run these drugs are probably gonna catch up sooner or later
But fuck it I'm on one, so let's enjoy,
let that X destroy your spinal chord, so it's not a straight line no more
So we walk around lookin like some wind-up dolls,
shit stickin out of our backs like a dinosaur,
Shit, six hit's won't even get me high no more,
so bye for now, I ( Read more... )

i am such a mess.
i feel so white trash sometimes.
lookin at my self in the mirror makes me realize my mom can't afford the life we live.
and what did i do cuz of it ...run to drugs---it all started out as fun first 
but in the long run they make u depend on them.
cuz tonight i got kicked out of my house cuz my moms a fucken strict cunt,doesnt give me ( Read more... )

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so, im brandons girl now...finally..
i love it ..
he really is one of a kind.
i dont want to fuck this one up i will impress him.
become healthy and get a fucken job.....
and be everything that he wants.cuz hes everything i want.


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1.Meet someone that actually doesnt just want you for sex-perhaps a boyfriend that actually cares for me,someone that kisses me and holds my hand and calls me there own...
2.Meet a boy that actually likes me for my personality and not my looks....
3.Meet a boy that doesnt treat me like a fucken bitch,but instead caters to me...
4.Make new friends and ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ABBY FOR FUCKIN STILL EVEN TALKIN TO KAT.
YOU SAID U WOULD NEVER BREAK MY TRUST OR OPEN UR MOUTH BUT U DID THAT.
ALL THIS TIME UVE BEEN LYING TO ME LIKE A RUG.
I USED TO THINK U WERE SO BIG BUT NOW I LOOK AT YOU AS UR SMALLER THEN A BUG.
WHAT HAPPENED TO BEST FRIENDS TELLING IT ALL?
BUT THEN U HAD TO FUCKING TALK TO KAT AND THEN SHE MADE THE ( Read more... )

chewed weekend.
i did e speed and weed.
i learnt alot this fucken weekend.
in all i had an awesome weekend.
i learned about hypocrites
and how fucked up drugs are .
im pretty shure ive had a good weekend.
im not going to be his girl but im cool with that
i have a job interview tommorro at 7 for price chopper
so i gotta get mad sleep tonight.
i have a feeling ( Read more... )

i should of listened
he does play head games
its cuz of my flaws
or it could be cuz i said i dont want a relationship.
but i dont know 
i wish he would call me his girl
but now i dont even want him to cuz i know how he is 
he LIKES VARIETY.

you affect me more than you know boy,
im done with just sex and using u as a toy,
i'm starting to feel a connection,
i love being with yu cuz theres no tension.
your the most honest person ive met living here.
i loved how u held me yesterday and made me lose the fear.
of being lonely forever,cuz i know even just as a friend ull be there.
u taught me D.T.A
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