i just found out (literally, like 3 seconds ago) that my very first boyfriend, first love, first crush;), first everything... whom i was with for about 5 years and who taught me everything i needed to know (at the time), is engaged. as predicted, my heart dropped:) but, honestly i couldnt think of a better person to be so happy. he was my best ( Read more... )

i spent all night wrapped up in memories. i never realized i could feel so... loved, while in reality i am alone, and those feelings have already come and gone. and yet, the feelings haven't lost any intensity. the human mind is an amazing thing :)

happy bday to me:) well, yesterday :) lol i had to work tho, so it kinda sucked. but i went to dinner! and my long-lost sister whom i havent seen in like a week and half found her way there:) im a dork:)

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insanity, i've decided, is actually contagious. still havn't come out on the other side just yet, although the strangest events have evoked the opposite reaction than one would expect. and every once in a while i see the sun break thru the clouds. bear with me...

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is this really all there is? i dont believe it. i wont let it be true. there is more.

it is frustrating knowing that you are going insane. can it be stopped? i will let you know i guess...

      morcheba is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

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so guess what happened... i whine on lj, only to get slapped in the face with my exact theory. last night i kid-sat/cat-sat till almost 1am, came home to a bunch of attention-starved animals so of course i didnt get to sleep, well at all... kitties purring in my face till 3am or so. got up late and had to leave for work. stopped at the store to ( Read more... )