Things are looking up. Both jobs are going really well, I've found my niche at Max and Ermas. Loving the little social life I have aside from homework and school and all that jazz. School is going well, lots of midterms, but they're turning out all right. Looking for living arrangments next fall, not too concerned, everything falls into place ( Read more... )

This weeks has taught me a lot of things. It hasn't taught me who my true friends are, because I know that I have many out there, and they're all pulling for me and supporting me, just in different ways. I know now that I'm not as strong as I thought I was, and it's ok to cry, because sometimes life hurts, a lot. I need to put myself first,and not ( Read more... )

Apologies to all that meet me in the near future, these drugs either have me asleep or slap happy, let's hope for happy for move in tomorrow... it's rough being green

My head is pounding, I can feel my heart in my chest, it's hard to take a deep breath, it's like an anxiety attack, but it's been going on for an hour now, I don't know what to do, I'm kind of scared, I took some meds, but it's not working, scary as hell, I'm craving a cigarette which is just absurd, I haven't had one in over a year, and I've had a ( Read more... )

I was listening to the John Mayer Song, Why Georgia, it fits how I feel right now so perfectly it's scary. So basically, he wrote my lj for me... I am driving up 85 in the ( Read more... )

Burnt my hand a little at work, third degree, that's Claire style, all the way or not at all. One of my young ones today decided to grab those two fingers and squeeze, I thought I was going to die, ah well... Been talking to Dez a bit, he's a security guy at the zoo, he's fun to talk to and a real sweetheart, unfortunately, my phone bill is going ( Read more... )

I have a lot of mixed emotions, I'm not really sure where I want to go from here. There is definately no easy solution, and I'm pretty discontent with where I am, so I can't even stay here. I should be disgusted by men, but instead I find myself looking for their friendship and companionship, I still love my job, and most of the people I work with ( Read more... )

Now where the hell did I put that book, the one that says what to do next, you know, the manual that comes with life... maybe it's over there.....

Is it possible to delete parts of your life?

Holding on to the last few straws...

I fucking hate my car, when it's fixed, I'm getting in it, driving as far away as possible from this place, leaving it somewhere, and starting a new life, it's just easier that way.