Can't sleep. Fucking awake and feeling rather lonely. I NEED A REASON TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. FUCKKKKINGGGG CHEEEEBYEEEEEEE.

 sweetie hasn't been home for 4 months now. I miss him so fucking much and nights like this, nights like this i am forced to accept that he's not here anymore. I don't know where he went, i don't know why he went and i don't know who took him away. i've been dreaming of him a lot lately, and he comes back home in every dream. i miss how he'd come ( Read more... )

 and no need to worry, thats wasting time. and no need to wonder whats been on my mind. its you. its you. 

 HELLO whoever still reads this lil piece of space where I spill some of my life threatening secrets when I don't know what to do. HAHA anyway seriously hello! I'd like to think I'm finally back in this business  once again but I can never be sure. I used to love writing here a lot, what I would call everyday rantings but I guess things started to ( Read more... )

Thank you Allah, for my mother.

You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. You ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they ( Read more... )

:( 
So rad left for sydney again. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO? WHYYYYY! haha.

Oh the irony. I came back home merely 4 days after the previous entry. Turns out that a few hours after that something traumatising happened. =/

But I'm home and blessed with many many many awesome people who love me.
and nothing else matters :)

but i truly miss hanoi now. bleh.

I'll be back in 14 days. I have a love-hate relationship with time. Seriously.

Pray, to be only yours I pray. To be only yours. I know now, you're my only hope.