Almost the end of Jan, Wow where does the time go? I'm now 27 weeks, and im really scared, i have to keep calming myslef down all the time, You see becaues it was at 28 weeks that i lost Jacob and that is just a few days away now, I have had things keeping my mind off of it for moments at a time, Like my best friend is moving back down here and ( Read more... )

Yeah i know all i do is talk about baby stuff.... BUT it's so much fun :-) Everyone i hang out with is having babys two, so we all talk about the same sutff, fun fun. I got the baby bedding last week and i LOVE IT!!! The them of the room is Frogs, but im not going over board with it, it's just in the bedding and im going to do something really fun ( Read more... )

* Baby Registry.... Done

* Baby's Nursery Cleaned out.... Done, Well almost

* Nursery Colors pick out.... Done

As you can see I've been very busy draging christopher all around, but he was a really good sport about it all. Last night i went to home depo and picked out paint colors i liked and today i put them in the room and found the two colors i ( Read more... )

It's funny how you think you know someone then in one moment that all changes.

Stolen from schmetterling

Reply to this post, and I'll tell you *at least* one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.

Cause we could all use some love

I love my husband to death,  but sometimes i really wish it was him who was carrying around this baby. He doesnt understand how i feel or what im going through. I know that he works hard and i dont have a job or at least one that pays me money, you see i belive with all my heart i work harder than him in this houes, i do all the houes work, cooking ( Read more... )

So getting ready for ian's b-day party Sat and trying to clean the whole houes, it's so overwheling sometimes. I really hope i can get it all done before Sat caues i need the table that in whats going to be the babys room. Speeking about the babys room, I found a changing table and the bounyie sit i what at a second hand store down the street from ( Read more... )

Wow it's been a while since i last worte in here... Christmas was wonderful i think we all got want me wanted... Ian got toys he wanted a bike and got one and golf clubs he got want he asked for :-)  and i got gift cards and a gamecube ( YEAH) i got a few other things that meant alot to me too and Chris got lots of Clothes and a PSP, he also got ( Read more... )

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I dont understand why some people think that everything you do is geared to hurting them. Why cant people just be happy for someone?