Draco/Hermione Story- Foolish- Chapter 2

Jun 24, 2006 17:26

Title: Foolish- Chapter 2
Author: blacksouledbutterfly (me)
Rating: Mature
Pairings: Draco/Hermione
Summary: I always knew you would be the one to make me cry....



2- Draco
I never met someone as stubborn as you.

Normally that would have turned me off; pushed me away; made me want to get as far away from you as I could, but you challenged me.

And I could never back down on a challenge.

I hate you. I really did.

Or at least I wanted to convince myself I did.

You were so fucking perfect it drove me insane. A sunny day; a clear cloud; a calm lake.

Perfect and pure.

You were so fragile then. You acted tough and strong willed but I remember how many times, late at night I would see you sitting by the lake, crying.

I wanted so many times to wipe away your tears, but I wouldn't let you know that. I had to hold my front and act like I didn't care, but I did.

I'm surprised you never knew. Why else would I have treated you so bad for so long, if it didn't mean I cared about you?

I was a foolish child. Lost and confused and controlled like a puppet. I was a smaller version of my father and I hated it more than anything, but I never told you that.

You wouldn't have believed me anyway.

I was lost in a dark world; dried blood; healing cuts; emotional scars; pitch black nights; and you were the one light there; my sun.

Whenever I saw you the room lit up and I felt warm; the coldness in my heart seemed to melt and I would feel alive; I could soar above the clouds and do anything.

I never felt alive before you.

Do you remember the first time we kissed?

Underneath the full moon.

It was Halloween; dark night, moonlight, and you.

You with your flowing hair; you with your shinning eyes; determined face; hands on your hips; scowling.

I kissed you then and you gave up.

I reeled in the hook and the fish followed.

Your beautiful fingers ran through my hair. You whimpered; you smiled; your lips were swollen and red and when we heard your friends coming down towards us you looked at me with fear-filled eyes and pushed away from me to make your way up to them.

You'll never know how special you were to me. Never know how much you made me feel alive; made me think; made me want to be better; be different.

You helped me learn what it was to love.

It seems almost impossible, but you are more beautiful now than you have ever been.

And I watch you, standing in front of me, with an almost distant look on your face and you tell me you're fine I feel my heart shatter.

For a minute I thought that maybe, maybe you had cared about me like I cared about you and that we would be together again someday.

Maybe I was just dreaming; and dreaming is for fools.

You have back the strength that made me love you in the first place.

I wanted more than anything to know you missed me.

Maybe I should have told you I missed you, but instead I said, "I'm glad to hear that Hermione," and I walked away.

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