Sometimes I miss Chickasha so bad it kills me.
for some reason I never felt alone there even when I was. here I get so depressed and lonely and theres nowhere I can go. I feel stuck.
I really just need to get way from everything and everyone.
I am too fucking pathetic right now.

I wish Jordan was here.

I haven't been up this late in a long time. thanks monster. remind me not to have an energy drink in the middle of the day with someone just cause it sounds fun to stay up the whole night. I always just end up alone ( Read more... )

It sucks when you hope you're wrong about some people and it turns out, you're not ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss the smell of roses so badly ( Read more... )

I'm already missing Jordan Jenna and Jace.
I hope I see them again soon.
I'm never bored when I'm with them.

"jennaandmax303: i will never leave you even if i die i will be you're guardin angel"
same here sweetie.

It's funny when you run your mouth then run way.

"watch your mouth or watch your back"

some people have to learn the hard way.

Chickashas always ( Read more... )

I hate waking up in the afternoon. and yet I'm not a morning person.
I forgot how boring it is when you don't have a job.
speaking of which, looks like I'm gonna have my first job back.

This weekend I will be in Chickasha.
I haven't seen everybody in so long.
I cant wait.

I've been thinking too much lately ( Read more... )

I just love how you say things about some people then act like they don't annoy you at all, really... which one are you lying to ( Read more... )

I hate something. very much but they don't mean any harm so I will again try to not let it bother me.
I feel like I have to hide. the only thing I'm good at is the one thing that was mine and now it's like it's being taken from me. what was my escape is now their demand.

Ever notice yourself only writing when you're sad ( Read more... )