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[butterflysky03]

I'm really upset right now and not sleeping, so forgive me if this sounds childish or something. There's too many people on here that don't give a flying fuck about me and for whatever reason, I still care about them and still read their journals. So then whenever they post I'm upset because I don't want to know and yet I do...and well yea

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[peachsncream204]

Believe it or not I would care...your journal is probably one of the only ones I read. Hopefully you're not mad at me. I know I've been distant. I think it's just a part of growing up. Things are just different and our friends are transitioning into adulthood. I'm not saying everyone is but it just seems like people are just getting on with their lives. It's kind of hard to deal with when you're so used to being around your friends.

If you wanted to you could come see the new apartment and just hang out with me sometime.

[butterflysky03]

You would be one of the people that would still be on this journal, or on the other one. I'm not mad, but give me a call sometime. I miss you! I gave up trying to figure out when we could hang out because every time I called you were busy. Except for Mondays and Tuesdays, I'm typically done with school or work at 5, so anytime after that is good ;)

[peachsncream204]

Oh ok. Well you are right about me being busy. I just now thought about what I was doing friday night and we're getting our new phones and then going to Coshocton for the weekend. Then next week Wednesday is out because of the 4th and then Thursday I think I'm free that night. So maybe you could come over that night but I'm just gonna say I normally go to bed at 9:30 or 10. I can't remember the last time I made it to midnight. =P

[butterflysky03]

Sounds good, give me a call when you're free and I'll prolly come over ;) Thursdays I don't stay up late anyways...or I try not to because I have to be at school at 8 the next day, lol

[vanillacelica]

Well I am pretty sure this has nothing to do with me since I do not update my journal at all and I pretty much see you more than anyone in Westerville. But.... just wanted to say I love you! And you still have me. And I am sooo excited to see you the week of the 16th and yeah, technically u have Chris Bobb too even though he's a little shy and sometimes anti-social. And your boyfriend is freaking awesome. And Augie is awesome. Oh and I guess Jenna is back now? How is that? Now I am getting off topic... So please don't be sad. Ok? Love ya!!!

[butterflysky03]

hehe I love you too! I'm very excited to see you. Do you think Chris Bobb would be able to come with us? I don't have his number, so you would have to ask him ;)

Jenna is back now :) Now I have 2 girlfriends to talk to! lol

But yea, apparently I suck because I don't like Brooke. Even though I've been friends with all these people longer than she's been friends with them, she's awesomer than me, so goodbye to me I guess...

I don't need friends that are going to dislike me or whatever because I don't like someone anyways...

[cowman8989]

you are one of the few that still updates thats on my friends list. and i like to read about how you are doing. if you end up switching LJ i would like it if you would let me know your new name and maybe add me as a friend. anyways have fun at work and school.

Michael

[butterflysky03]

Actually, since no one gave me an opinion I just deleted people and honestly, you were one of the ones I deleted. We don't talk anymore...which has been my choice. I can't trust you. I definitely still care about you. I have a lot of fond memories with you in them. I read every single time you update. But 'friend' is a word I don't use lightly. And you stopped being one when I found I can't trust you. Most of the time when I read your journal, I think back on that and beat myself up for it, especially since that was the last time I saw you, and I don't want to do it anymore.

[cowman8989]

well i guess that im sorry about that. since then i just have been really busy. and in febuary i found out i was getting deployed. i am sorry i lost your trust and i guess there is really nothing i can do about that. anyways im not really good at apologies and it did happen over a year and a half ago. anyways i have nothing against you and if you dont mind i would like to keep you on my friends list. cause as i said earlier no one really updates anymore. if thats a problem let me know.

Michael

[glockbell]

Geez, Jessie, it's only been one day (okay two)! I doubt many have even seen it.
I don't know that we're friends, but I suppose "old acquaintance" fits well. If you're not going to abandon butterflysky03 (I still remember when you first got on LJ-and I didn't look at it for a long time, but still remembered your name-good choice, it's easy to remember), then I don't care whether you read my random, infrequent posts, so long as you don't go friends-only. I like to keep up with what's going on in your life.