Very long time, no write....

[butterphly]

I thought I would pop in while I had a few moments... And DAMN, 14 weeks since I have written here... Cant necessarily say that I havent "journaled" though since I keep a hand written journal as well... I feel bad to have been neglecting my LJ though... I want to come here and write more often, but I seriously have so much going on that it would

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[zoomeister]

Hello April. Sorry to hear about all the drama. Keep your chin up, kiddo.

x

[butterphly]

Thanks hunny, I'll do only the best I can. =)

[zoomeister]

You're am awesome girl. I'm here if you need to talk, babe.
x

[butterphly]

Awee thanks Neil, that really means alot.
*hugs*

[shakingthetree]

April -

THERAPY. THERAPY, THERAPY, THERAPY. If not for your marriage, then do it for yourself. The anger, hurt and pain you're feeling is normal, but it sounds to me like you're overwhelmed and not even sure where to begin.

I have my first appointment next week, and I can already tell that taking proactive measures is going to do good things for getting the crap sorted out.

Do it for YOU. And if you can get your husband into some marriage counseling with you, even better.

Praying for you, sister.

(((((hugs)))))

-Suz

[butterphly]

I am totally with you on this... I believe therapy would help me in many ways, although not so much for my marriage... My husband is very stubborn and believes he is a know-it-all so for someone to point out his faults and ways to change or cope with them to make a marriage work might just be out of the question for him. I definitely wont let the offer go unspoken though.

And Suzanne you are right. I am overwhelemed and don't know where to begin... But I can say this: There is a future out there that I can see so clearly, I just dont see it including my husband.

Thank you Suz for your prayers, they are greatly appreciated =)

*hugs back*

April