Letting it all out...

[buttgremlin]

Well I think the time has come
to tell you how I feel about everything
thats been inside my mind

since the day we crossed
the line into this real life fantasy
cause I poured my heart into
the last 3 years of wondering
what I should do

should I cash the check
and trade in what I thought I knew
your promises don't help to make it easier
the promises

Comments

you're killing me!

[lucklessladybug]

Brandon you have to stop doing this to yourself. It is so unhealthy. You are really worrying me. Don't ever say that you are not good enough for someone or that things not working out in a relationship are only your fault. Talk about bullshit! You are a great guy and a great friend and I know from experience that you can be an amazing boyfriend so thats just BS. Also, don't you think three or four years (not sure why the conflicting numbers unless cause they were pulled from lyrics) is long enough to waste time on someone that treats you like crap and has no regard for your feelings. You told me all the time not to put up with guys that hurt me and played games...how can I listen to you when you are not being a very good example? I guess I don't understand how you can mourn someone and something that almost barely existed in the first place...something you unfortunately never had... I know the "what ifs" will kill you but really... I know I tried to help you with this last thursday and think of ideas and suggestions to fix things but