so my boyfriend loves me...thats pretty much my day...cept also hes going to italy in may for 6 weeks...blahhh...i know i could live but its gonna even worse cause ive always dreamed of going to italy...of course just to go shopping and eat wonderful food...but milan is like way up there in the fashion industry and i would love to see all the ( Read more... )

I was listening to my Billie Holiday Ultimate Collection Ben got me for Christmas...and this song came on...yes I have heard a billion times before but it hit me this time cause right not this is so cute and so my life...and I am so fucking happy...ahhh I am lame ( Read more... )

today i hung out with two of my favorite girls....stephanie then shana...stephanie and i walked in rain and fog to panera from her apartment and for some reason when you are chatting constantly your knees and feet don't hurt at all...my socks are purple now from my new shoes and the rain...they put beef in portobella soup(red gross beef) and there ( Read more... )

B(ben):I've never cared about anyone so much in my life ( Read more... )

today was decent...four hours of work is always nice especially when everyone is in a lovely goofy mood...then i went to u of m for my check up and my doctor was so excited that im doing so much better...allison came along and we went to noodles and company where i got my beloved pad thai and then urban where i couldnt find anything on clearance ( Read more... )

so today began as crappy and got even crappier...I am going to my hair appointment at 530 and then proceeding to go to work at gadzooks from 7-11....how much does today suck...when I am going to have time to write my term papers that are due tuesday....for fucking christ sake...

I feel sick...I may just go to bed soon...it was probably that gross buffet food i had to eat this damn thanksgiving...but dennys was nice...yuckk I am going to call Ben and then go to bed....

I am flipping out....stupid slut girl, Jen, was Ben's model for his photo shoot today...really Ben why would you pick the one person most likely to push your girlfriend into an anxiety attack...as if I wasn't having one for the majority of last night and this morning after talking to Shana about him still not saying "I love you"...All morning my ( Read more... )

Two Names You Go By ( Read more... )

Ben shaved his head....I don't care if he wants to surprise ya'll....he only knows laura and stephanie on here...it looks lovely...different but lovely...the beard doesnt match he may just have a soul patch soon...doesnt matter to me it's just his hair...he's beautiful no matter what to me...