someone please remind me why i am doing this ( Read more... )

ugh...fucking cat! annoying...fully annoying ( Read more... )

culture shock!
tired of going back and forth between two worlds
back to the dodgey internet cafes where i feel like everyone is staring at me...ugh....this is annoying....too many guys just hanging around...must go

why am i sad? i'm not supposed to be sad! i'm home and seeing people...but theres never enough time to be normal...i just want to be normal...i want life to feel like i never left....why can't it ( Read more... )

funny fellow....the guy at this internet place always gives me extra time....hé fully is a funny one...in a good way though...had 2 minutes left and all of a sudden i have 32min...i just looked up and he smiled and put his hand up. it's 12:30am and this place is still open...it's absolutely amazing...i love it! no place in rotterdam other than a ( Read more... )

where is my magic wand? i have lost it and that means i actually have to do things myself to make them happen....dear oh dear! what shall i do ( Read more... )

Guess what ( Read more... )

snow snow snow ( Read more... )

Tired....I don't know what i am doing....i don't know why i am here...in rotterdam, in holland, in europe, on this planet. There is no point, is there? Sometimes that bothers me, sometimes not. I'm getting tired of these auditions. I was gone from last Thursday till Monday morning doing auditions in Sweden and Germany.....I spent 50 of those ( Read more... )

Ok...so everything is wrong ( Read more... )