nervous. hate this feeling i get that makes me want to just sit and cry. my nerves arent the same as everybody else. i get nervous and i feel mad upset. i just wnat to give up cry my heart out. i take my drivers test tomorrow at 330 so if you look at the clock around then wish me luck. ill need it.

tomorrow is me and ryans official 2 months lol. ( Read more... )

practice today at 3. dans tonight. really debating about going so much could go wrong. just hope it and you work. please just believe me.<3

im seriously sick of it.. all of it. i havent written in here lately becasue i have been ok happy even sometimes.and yet i guess a week is just to long for anyone to let me be. i love him and only him. ill scream it to the whole world if you want me to just so each and every person knows. maybe then .. just maybe.. someone will believe me. i know ( Read more... )

practiced parallel parkign today after practice.. not as hard as i thougth but still wierd. take my test on March 27th. wish me luck ;) i hope i do ok

dont rain dont rain dont rain.

up early and readyy. blah dressing up is horrible lol. i so wanted to wear sweats today but ok. im hoping thats softballs after school but judging by the snow it wont be..

btw happy birthday metz<3

shopping.. stores are filled with flip flops and tank tops.. sunglasses and fisherman hats.. blue and green .. yellow and pink. gotta love spring & summer <3

the best night of my life last night. ever. i have never been this happy. nothing can bring me down now. :)

gReat start to the weekend.. to the summer. had an awesome time in washington and did nothing educational at all. sun grass and heat <3 it.

slept late today i needed it. went to steves and finished history yea. good? nah not really but done. tonight should be intersting it if works ;)

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my life is good lately. im becoming friends with some awesome people and remebering ones i lost before. love is basically touch and go right now. yea i can handle this.

week -> toMorrow is washington. then tuesday teaching little kids :) and then 18 dans. then march 20 i go to get my License. right now i love march. nothign really else to say. ( Read more... )

your just what i needed right then. thank you<3