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i hope we become the best of friends. because i'm in need of someone.
life has been so fucked up. i feel like i'm just spinning around. people are involved in themselves. and i'm involved in them.
if i was to ask someone what was going on in my life, they would be baffled. no one wants to know whats going on with me.
instead, i get phone calls every night from people who bitch to me for hours. i give love advice over and over. i tell them that everything is alright, that i'm there for them. that i love them. and i mean it all.
but sometimes i wish someone would give a fuck about me.
and the only person that does, lives too far away.
and i'm really sure that he's the one who will change my life.
i need him badly.