well yesterday was bad. not just because of my "nervous-personality breakdown" but i found out something. i feel sorry for my mom. she's been having trouble at her work, and only now she tells me. i never knew she was going through all this shit at the hospital. wow...no wonder why she's bitchy at home. these women at her work are giving her ( Read more... )

~ .:. * after reading amy's journal five times right about now..i realize. WHO AM I? is there really a place in life for camille? i know i shouldnt be questioning my character.. that was supposed to be done a long time ago. but seriously, who cares, right? all you people could say "oh no i love little camille" or maybe not. but i guess everyone ( Read more... )

ugggh...i feel so bad. so lonely. at lunch us four kinda hung out again. jeeze i cant help feeling so left out. this is way below jealousy so dont say it. is this the way its gonna be? everytime i try to talk...i cant..because it's not the same anymore.. *sigh*...i just want to hang out with her okay?? i know she considers me her best friend but.. ( Read more... )

i think i've outgrown "hunting eggs" and all the chocolate business and stuff. well it's about time. hehe. going to my cousins house to have lunch and the regular stuff that we do on days like this.. happy happy joy joy. lol. i've grown up so much over this year..some things have changed. like i can't even explain it. i guess i realized i had to ( Read more... )

i want you to know whoever is reading this that I LOVE YOU. hehe...

everyday she would come home to the screaming. the madness. the anger and pain that she had to deal with. this was her life. she felt like the pauper among the elite, the dullest star shining in the night sky. she didn't know who she was, and finding herself wasn't easy. what was ( Read more... )

so..today is basically the last day of fun [ besides sat ] on the week of spring break . *sigh*. tomorrow we have to fast...not eat...and i'm going to do that even though they want the "kids" to just eat their meals. no tv, computer / INTERNET, radio, reading...[ only allowed to read about religious stuff ] ...not even homework!! us filipinos are ( Read more... )

ok ... i have not started on any of the history project !! eep!!

what if this world was perfect?? it would suck!! everyday would be sunny...all the flowers blooming in the perfect place. i mean think about it...all the houses look the same...painted pastel colors in the order of blue, pink, yellow, green... all stretching down the road until you ( Read more... )

It's Angela posting pics for camille.

( aww baby camille )

someone please call me. make plans. i don't need another spring break going down the drain. at least tomorrow i'll be at california adventure [of course with my aunt] ...eeeehh.. maybe movies or something? pull me out of my misery and fly me to the moon. come on. am i that boring to be around with? dont tell me cuz i know im the only person without ( Read more... )

- i need a new userpic

- i need a new layout

- i need to take good pictures, learn how to post them, and then put up the ones that are actually worth seeing.

oh, but i think i already bothered angela enough.

- i need a new life. pronto.

I'll keep waiting till that day when
You come back on home to me
Life's ( Read more... )