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so this is my second night without Steve McQueen... (first whole day without him) and I feel like I'm going through sexual withdrawl. Is that possible? I know its a good thing to spend time apart, (especially when you've only been together 5 days) but still ( Read more... ) -
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Steve McQueen asked me to come to the Museum of Art tomorrow. With his mom. I'm not sure what to think.... isn't this like, WAY too early to meet the 'rents ( Read more... ) -
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I dont normally do these things... but its tarot and it had cats. plus, it really sounds like me
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wish me luck, I'm dressing slutty tomorrow, I have a PAWS meeting at the bar, including the guy I mentioned yesterday. I'm going to need all the clevage I can get... -
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Note to self: Forget trying to meditate until after you murder neighbors.
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so I'm back to my old ways apparantly, only without the booze. (for now) There's this guy in my group who is kind of obnoxious, huge frat-type of guy, not my type. I didnt give him the time of day until he joined my PAWS group. So now I'm obsessed ( Read more... ) -
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6 funerals this weekend
mom cancelled the party
....abe problem solved!
i had a dream last night that my grandma died. and i wasnt allowed to go to the funeral.
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I got an email last night, right after i finished my post about bobby, it was all about the risks of suicide in ppl my age with a personality disorder (check) and drinking problems (check) and self destructive behaviors (check) and then today a group presented a project about the same thing, the risk of personality disorders blah blah blah ( Read more... ) -
update 2
and now he's talking about a girl hes been in love with for 6 years. they kissed a month ago and now she wont call him. and i thought the divorce baggage would be the obstacle...