Thank goodness that bodyswitching is over and done with.
This place is strange. There are people here, people who should be dead, and yet they're still here despite that.
I can't help wondering if I'll see Nawaki here next. Or Dan...
Dan. I don't know what I'd do if I saw him again. He would have stayed the same, but I have already changed so much. I don't know if I'm the same person I was back then, or if I even could be her once more. At one point I would have embraced a chance like this, a chance that could bring him, bring both of them back to me, but now...I don't know anymore.
I shouldn't be thinking about this, not now. I have other things to worry about, like the state of my village with so many ninja gone. I have one thing to be thankful for, though. Orochimaru is here, so he can't be causing havoc there. And Jiraiya is here as well. It's like a reunion of sorts, but not a happy one. I just hope we can do something this time around.
I have a feeling that I'm going to be relying on Jiraiya a lot now. Despite the fact that I have a lot of my subordinates here, he's the only one who truly understands all this, understands me. I just wish he wasn't so frustrating! Him and his perverted ways, and the way he can just look at me and make me feel guilty when I shouldn't be feeling that way at all. He knows me too well, that's the real problem. Hopefully that won't come back to haunt me.