Crap and a Half

[bwarejabberwock]

How am I even going to do this. I really honestly wish I wasn't terrified. And not for the first time and totally not for the last I wish I was well enough to function like a real person so I wouldn't feel like I'm guaranteed to fail. I'm afraid to sleep and afraid to think. I have to get out of here. I can't deal with this shit and also deal with

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i know you have a lot going on

[zaerwen]

i really think you should talk to Marley about getting out of your parents house. it might not be the best solution, but the sooner you're out of there it's one less thing (or several less things!) to worry about. less stuff to get you down. plus i like having you around. it keeps me sane somehow.

i know you're already going to talk to her about testifying in AZ, and that's probably going to be a very involved conversation. but you really are having a crap time living at your parents house. and you don't deserve that.

p.s. having Naboo sleep on the mouse pad makes typing difficult. but adorable.