OK--so his excuse for not answering his phone earlier today was pretty decent, so I let it go. But then tonight he pulled out a bottle of Captain and starting makeing a drink (no biggy, but when I first met him ALL HE DRANK was Red Bull and vodka) so I asked him if he was going to start drinking like that again, and he said he didn't know. Might I ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion I am not happy in my relationship. I don't like how all of a sudden we don't hang out. And I don't like how I can't get a hold of him. I am pretty sure something more is going on that he is not telling me. At this rate, I feel like I don't even have a boyfriend, so whatever ( Read more... )

I don't know why but I am in such a downer mood. I am upset about something it seems, but I don't know what. My boyfriend rocks my socks, but I don't think he feels the same way about me and it kills me. I won't be the one to tell him how I really feel because that's not my style. I don't think he will ever understand how much of a jealous person I ( Read more... )

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Practically everyday after school I run over to his house to hangout; we always go swimming, eat, or watch TV. Fine whatever. Last night it was a going away party for this girl we work with and he goes, calling me half through..."sociably drunk" he says, just going to have a few more before HE drives home. "dave I say, pleaaasee don't drink and ( Read more... )

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17 Days until my birthday..YAY!

...For those of you who care. :-)

<3 Jen

I am confused ( Read more... )

I am so aggrivated and confused and mislead possibly? I am started to get really into Dave and it seems like we aren't even together. Ok, so we have talked about keeping it on the DL at work just because we both know how shit flies at Red Lobster, but we never talk on the phone or anything and it's like it a one way thing ( Read more... )

May 11 has finally come. At first it seemed like we had to wait and eternity for this "glorious" day to arrive. But here we are with it staring in our faces, and overwhelmed with the feeling that it drags along. The last day of high school is here ( Read more... )