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yeah yesterday was the meet at St anthony's. it was ok i guess i could've done better and i was a little upset with myself.i srota physed myself out to beat my record and i didn't so yeah i was just dissappionted but lovely Jen helped me out and i felt a lot better. it ended up being her, Angelic and Kate is great, and angelic and i were dancing lol like losers that we are, and Jen tried to take a picture with her phone but she has no idea how to use it...so when we got back to school my mom was late cause the damn parkway was closed for construction, plus she gave me the illest attitude. for no reason whatsoever!
I Realized a few things yesterday, I was really ciritcal about myself. I am in all honestly my worst critic. Than yesterday i heard a few nice things from people and i realized hey i'm not horrible after all.It felt good to hear that since i had a kinda shitty week, and plus as usual when something happens i over analyze the situatuon and make a big deal out of nothing.Yesterday was actually a good day i became closer i guess in a way with jen and sorta bonded (and this sounds soooooo gay right now but it's the truth) i duno i feel a lot better and relaxed...i hope i can stay this way