i'm definately holding my breath now. I really need a good mark in IRD. I really really need a good mark. I wish i took a year off but i have to be careful what i wish for seeing as thats probably whats gonna happen. just holding my breath.

this girl in my class avala just found out she's going to have to take an extra year and the whole time she was telling me this i kept feeling worse and worse cuz that's going to be me. and the worst part is it's too late to tell my parents. they're going to be so upset and the thing is my dads gonna wanna have a talk with me which is stupid cuz i ( Read more... )

breath.

my old diarly land entries make me laugh and sometimes feel bad.

i just found out i had a crush on alex burke at one point in time. it must have been a breef point seeing as i couldn't even remember it. HAHAHA. i couldn't figure out who the entry was about till i got almost to the end.

everytime i actually go to bed i barely have time to do my work let alone do it well. I'm going to fail ( Read more... )

Today:
HST - STUDY!!!!!!!!
IRT - Threshhold thing

Tomorrow:
HST - do readings!!!!
IRT - Detail

how can i get the easy marks?

cuz i feel like that right now ( Read more... )

whats going on...
a lot.

i have tons of work but i don't feel too bad about it. things are just working out. anything exciting?
yep. but i can't go into detail until ... lets say Nov 1st.

why can't i just do my work. i feel like theres something really wrong with me. like i can't even get myself to open my books.
other than that i just have to get organized. too stressed to write interesting entries.

so much work. i really hope i get through it all.