bogota

[by_its_honesty]

i left with all these high hopes for the future, like everybody was gonna remember me and id come back and everything was so great. and there comes a point in all this movement and change where i sort of realized that none of that was realistic. what if everything im holding onto isnt really important, and those people im fighting to keep contact with dont really care. im shutting out opportunities right and left, and i might never know because all i can/could think of was what i missed and what i thougth i needed. i just need to see change as an opportunity, rather than an injustice, and let go of whats not relevant anymore. what i had was great, but time moves on with or without you, and when youre not in the same surroundings it moves without you, and you have to find a new you.

i guess im still looking for mine