school is gay!!! i don't like it!!! but at the same time i don't want to leave!!! my whole schedule is screwed up!!! and i couldn't find matt at lunch!!! or he just wasn't looking for me!!! that makes me sad!!! but i ate with katie and derek!!! i like my 3rd block!!! JOHN+JESSE+MATT!!! very fun!!!

well today is the first time i've seen or talked to matt in about a week and we've been goin out for about a week and a half...i dunno ...it just always seems that i call him at the wrong time or his cell phone dies...but sometimes i just think that we are goin out just so he can say he has a girlfriend...he always says he hates it here and that he ( Read more... )

well me and brandi were fine the next morning after our little fight...and we went fishing and tubing and knee boarding...it was a blast allthough i am quite red! me and matt...i dunno i like him alot still...which is very unusual for me.. but i do...yesterday i asked him if he wanted to go to the mall..and i would give him a ride there and back ( Read more... )

well theres so much to say...matt asked me out! I said yes! so added together equals we are going out!...me and brandi have been hanging out bunches..goin mudding and riding and everything...she knows matt and at first thought he was the sweetest thing but now..i think she had achange of heart..but oh well..tonight we went to kelly's 15's the ( Read more... )

my parents are in ny and they left me to watch the house and take care of the pups..and i am bored..some friends came over the other night..and i went to the crystal yesterday..but its just so lonely!
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my diet for the next five days will consist of diet coke and nachos...

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i'm gonna say it..i will..give me time...admitting something out loud is harder than it seems..ok here i go...
i like matt...now that wasn't so hard after all!

i'm bored..my parents are next door at a b-day party...and my step dad couldn't of made it any clearer that they didn't want me there...they always do this...i'm an only child so its not like i have anyone to come home to..but both of my best friends are out of town...and i guess those are the only "friends" ihave..and its kinda sad ( Read more... )

me and brandi are friends again..like they say..loose one gain another..and she is totally diff..we are into the same things..and its so fun hanging out with her...for the past two days..we went mudding..and sang country music to the top of our lungs...what a blast.. yea well..i'm so worn out... so bye...katie comes back the 1st i can't wait!!!