things have been getting better, for the most part. i haven't been freaking out over some things, so i guess that's good. this weekend was hanging out with ron, alyx, randi, mike, ryan and a few other people. also kyle and new frienddddds. it was a great weekend.

( 11/5/06. favorite place ever )

( Read more... )

i'm starting over with everything.
starting now.

i don't have to make pretend the picture i'm in is totally clear
you think that all things have a way they ought to appear

i never updated with an older picture of my wall, and i'm pretty mad because it's such a difference.


( Read more... )

today i had a panic attack, didn't tape my movie, played ameba again, and realized how much i put off everything. ehhhh.

also, i am going to florida for christmas break and i am so excited.

i wish there were more hours in the day, or that sleeping wasn't so needed. i have so much to do.

today was a very good day.
things are alright.

last night was something. i don't really want to talk about it, but it got to me. and i hate it more than anything.

my head feels like it's going to fall off and i really feel like i haven't talked to anyone in days. it is weird and i don't like it at all. i need about two days of sleep and a new job. someone hang out with me friday because bffs will be non-existant!

i miss, i miss, i miss.
i wish, i wish, i wish.

tonight was weird and very good. missed you allll.