i think i can pretty much account for lara, and i guess adam as my only two real friends left. i mean, maybe thats zilch, since lara is at school, and adam is all over the place. and even everyone else i guess im still friends or aquaintences with is sort of everwhere and not exactly stable foundations for secure friendship. but i do have one other ( Read more... )

who just watched some adult swim like a good kidd?.. meee.. oh man.. inuyasha and wolf's rain are soooo good ( Read more... )

theres a storm a brewin ( Read more... )

past few nights ive been at the blue cafe.. having a good time.. went wiht ashley, lara, and jason last night.. tonight it was me, ashley, lara, jason, adam, and devon... adam is leaving tomorrow so he wanted to go another time wiht us before he left.. its funny it is a total trend.. we see people from our school there every night.. but its kind of ( Read more... )

i had a really great night.. alex pearlman's for a holiday dinner/ get together.. me, adam, lara, alex, reid... etc. chilled.. talked.. met allan's sons.. drinks, dropped off reid, and then went to a hookah bar.. aboslutely amazing.. wonderful time.. first time smoking hookah...its soo much better than drinking or smoking.. its very light, it ( Read more... )

the past couple weeks have been absolutely exhausting. im falling apart ..seriously, my flesh is just coming off in bits.. im strung out emotionally and mentally.. im physically just collapsing.. and relief should be kicking in but im just so stamped down ( Read more... )

im fine thanks. still figuring.

sooooo great week, i was unhappy and angry and tired for much of it, but ( Read more... )

fuck ( Read more... )

Greendoggy7788: people will just deny the existence of maturbation or anythgin else they feel dirty saying ( Read more... )