I need to move, like to another state. I am sick and tired of dealing with the shit that comes up on a daily basis because I live in this crap ass city. Fucking bills, fucking drama, fucking family. Just sick and tired... I can't keep up with it... tearing me apart... haven't felt this depressed in a long ol' time....
So many thoughts that need to be put into words. So many words that can not be heard. So many translations of the thoughts in my head. So many thoughts to be said.
I feel good, I am having one of those moments where you realize you are worrying to much about things and everything will be ok. These feeling for me are few and far between, as well as not long lasting. I am enjoying it. I have been appreciating my friends a lot lately. Thanx.