That's right, I'm on meds right now as I write this.. it's a cousin to enderall (enderol?) and it seems to be working quite nicely. I played in my lesson and my embrochure was a little loose (something I'll have to fix by monday) but other than that I think it went well ( Read more... )

oh forgot to mention. To add to the crap that is my life right now, the HDD on my xbox was fried by my own doing. Whoopie! I'm soooo happy. Yay.. I feel like I'm going to commit so much fraud in the next few days getting my life back in order. Ya do what ya gotta do I guess.

I feel horrible, I'm going to end up staying up all night, sleeping through most of tomorrow in class. I know I will. I'll tell myself to go to bed in an hour but I won't cause I have too much shit to do. To many things to find, too many things to take care of and sort out. I'm starting to feel the demon rise up in me and kick my ass into gear ( Read more... )

I've just got too much to worry about. So many things that I forget other things. Case in point, I was supposed to perform today, did I remember? no, cause I was thinking about dropping off Julia's papers to the court and my papers to the counselor, as well as how to make some money to pay more bills. Then I listen to the messages on my phone ( Read more... )

BTW, I'm not gonna kill cops, that's stupid. Don't take my dark humor as meditation to commit crimes, that's dumb.

I don't know what it is, but something is wrong with me. I should feel like the happiest person in the world but things just keep dragging me down. I've got so many things on my plate right now I think I'm just overwhelmed and when that happens I run away from things. It's bad, but it gives me such a good temporary relief that I just run farther ( Read more... )

I don't really care to elaborate, xboxs rule!

but then again.. modding one with LEDs can be a pain sometimes

but it still stands, xboxs RULE!

teh movie

http://mm.dfilm.com/mm2s/mm_route.php?id=1651341

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