Anutha Q 4 u a11

[bytchyfem]

Hav3 you 3v3r wanted to , 0r tried to commit suicide ?

why ? what you do ?

Comments

hell yeah

[__preciosa__]

i alwayz have that feeling
ever since i wuz little lyke 8 or something i alwayz thought how would everything be if i wuz gone
i think it all the tyme now
bekuz i feel lyke nobodi really karez
and especialli when i get in ah fight with some1ne i love
i feel horrible and lyke i should just go to help them out
that way they don't have to deal with meeh anymore
so i look to that az ah solution
and i've attempted to kill myself ah few tymez but i never suceeded
i tryed drinking bleach
and i tryed staying in the garage and falling asleep in the kar with it on
but something alwayz tellz meeh not to go through with it
so i never have

[mivida]

I've never tried to, but I have thought about it. It was probably 9th grade in high school I felt like I had no future so I just wanted to end things. But then I joined cheer and made different friends and things changed. Somewhere in senior year things got difficult again, college choices, friend drama, money situations, parents had secrets that were coming out. it was all just too much and I felt like suicide would be my only way to get away but I didn't do it. There we times where it would be so much pain and I would just cut because for that moment shit would go away but it stopped working and the scars weren't cute, or a good reminder of the shit that was happening. So it was best to talk to someone I trusted or just write everything out, or just basically figure things out for myself.