Wow. It is interesting how things work sometime...and sometimes its pretty screwed up. Just do yourself a favor and never ask yourself those "why"'s or "maybe"'s. Just know that things happen for some purpose and sometimes it sucks, but its for some reason amd will hopefully lead to a better tomorrow. If you ever get bored, look at the first few entries in my journal to see how the most messed up thing to happen to me turned into a better tomorrow. Hopefully when the whole thing is resolved, everyone involved will be happy.
I never question fate. I believe that there is a reason for everything. I just wish we werent so wild back then. I know that if I was in that car they would have never done something like that. But... this story took place many years ago. And I believe that what happened, happened for a reason.
I read through your entire journal. I am glad that you have found happiness. :-)
In all honesty, I havent thought about it for a long time. But in the forums today, you and tres were conversing about family members passing, and it just smacked me like a ton of bricks.
Im not really depressed about it. Sad. yes, as they were.... at that time, my whole world. Time eases pain somewhat, but it doesnt erase the memories.
Im fine Terry :-) thanks for the friendly offer though.
:-) Thanks julia. It was ages ago and so it isnt so bad now. Just alittle sad thinking about it, and remembering the way things were, and how I felt. I havent really thought about it in a few months. Sorry that it made you sad, I just wanted to write about it as I was thinking about it today.
I know how painful memories can sometimes crawl up on you *hugs* ... Remember lisa I'm always here for you... and you have my phone #. Never ever be afraid to call me :)
wow how depressing and tragic...i had one of those car accident stories that ended up in my best friend not making it...she wuz 16..i kno how it is to be skared so horribly about ur friends lives..well i think everything happens for a reason...im sorry again
Thanks everyone for the kinds words. Now it isnt so hard, but back then, whew, I really went through a hard time. As did all that was involved, and family, friends.... The town was a mess. :-) but you guys agian *hugs*
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I read through your entire journal. I am glad that you have found happiness. :-)
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Im not really depressed about it. Sad. yes, as they were.... at that time, my whole world. Time eases pain somewhat, but it doesnt erase the memories.
Im fine Terry :-) thanks for the friendly offer though.
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