all i have to say is, i love it when mary and sara have conversations.end

it is cold outside. wait, it is incredibly cold outside but im sure you all knew that.

school is still winning the battle 
and my sister is now 17.

wow, were has the time gone. damn, i love her.

the month is almost over, so that means the year is almost over. i cant wait.

matt and i are taking vitamins to make our hair grow faster. i think i got the ( Read more... )

i havent felt like myself for the past couple of days, and i cant explain it. 
something is missing in my life and i dont have a clue on how to even start searching for it. 
im consistently sleeping and wanting to do nothing. 
everything is ok, i promise. it will just take some time

every time i think of him,
my heart misses a beat.
everytime i think of the time we spent,
my heart misses a beat.
everytime i think of the things he has said to me,
my heart misses a beat.
i hope i dont have a heart attack
and figure out what i want.

its late, and im not asleep once again. i think i might have  a problem.

its starting to get cold at night. its about time.

everyone, the cold weather is on its way so brace yourself.

i swear my sister is going to marry jim cantore, if she has anything to do with it. yeah.

so its 5:02am, and im still awake for the fifth or sixth night in a row.

why am im being punished?

amazing show. better party.

so we just got back in town from watching manchester play. may i say, love them. once again i am awake when i should be sleeping ( Read more... )

so i was talking to lisa as she was passing out about how i cant stop running into things.

you would think after living in my house for a year and 3months i would be able to walk around in the dark without running into, oh lets say my huge tv. honestly. 
on the other hand, the house is finally clean. high fives all around.

just thought someone would ( Read more... )

i truly believe today might be the day i start writing in this again ( Read more... )

today will be a day that i will never forget for as long as i live, but i know it will better me as a person.
its for the better. thats all i can remind myself.

God is with me, and that makes me stronger.

just pray for me tonight.

a thank you for all of my friends supporting me through this, i dont know what i would do without you guys.