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I feel one way...you take it to the extreme..I'm tired of this..Tired of feeling like I'm to blame for everything, and you treating me like dirt, that you walk all over. Heather, I'll always love you, but I can't take this anymore...I say one thing, and you bitch about it...like I'm wrong for feeling the way I do...then you start being hurtful...and that isn't the way you work things out in a relationship...What do you want to hear? What that I was wrong? Do you want me to beg for you to stay? Do you want me to worship the ground you walk on? Heather, I'm sorry..I'm sorry for all the things that you say I do to you..I'm sorry I don't give you sex enough..I'm sorry I don't see things the way you do...And, most of all I'm sorry that I have taken hold of you for so long. I'm not going to beg you to stay, if you want to leave then so be it...I won't ask you to be here.
You know I can only do so much...and I just want your help...You make it sound like you are the only one overwhelmed..and it isn't fair...it isn't fair to me anymore..I'm there for you, but where are you when I need you? I don't even know where to move on from you..because I don't want to lose you, but I already feel I have...I can't help, but throw up, that I feel you could do more to help me, but for some reason you choose not to...and yes, that bothers me, but I can't even tell you that much because you feel I'm coming against you, when really I'm just telling you how I feel. I don't know what to do or say Heather anymore....
Why would you want to be with me anyone? I obvious don't do enough for you.
You know I can only do so much...and I just want your help...You make it sound like you are the only one overwhelmed..and it isn't fair...it isn't fair to me anymore..I'm there for you, but where are you when I need you? I don't even know where to move on from you..because I don't want to lose you, but I already feel I have...I can't help, but throw up, that I feel you could do more to help me, but for some reason you choose not to...and yes, that bothers me, but I can't even tell you that much because you feel I'm coming against you, when really I'm just telling you how I feel. I don't know what to do or say Heather anymore....
Why would you want to be with me anyone? I obvious don't do enough for you.