my new lj screen name is...
n_luv_saiid_no

ass me if ya want.. n i added all my friends(which arent alot) to that sn

umm yea, i just fucked up my live journal, so i guess fuck it all?

uqh for a while i thought i was over you. but now i see you for 3o minutes, and realize
i was never over you, i tried to be, and i covered it up. but it was all the make up that
made all those lies. that made everyone think i was over you, that i didnt care that we
were just friends again and everything that happened before was just a joke.. the ( Read more... )

umm okay.. well tonights winter formal.. don't know if im gonna go yet.. bc it all depends on it my mom likes the dress i found
which she probly wont.. because she just wants to screw up my life and my high school years.. because i guess now she wants
me to do home school for my sophmore year..so that means..my high school years will be going down ( Read more... )

ummm.. no

so i thought i was gonna go to winter formal, but now i don't see the point.. but whatever.. it might change by tomorrow night. who knows.

okay.. so.. i guess that my saterday plans are ruined.. bc kyles mom flick on his report card
and like, brooke wants to goto winter formal now. and move our plans to saterday. so that
means.. i'll be stuck home on winter formal night just like i was on homecomming. and i
would say i could try to go.. but here's the thing.  my mom thinks i should just ( Read more... )

same old shit, just a different day

wow? i don't know what i sgoing on now a days.. i just feel out of place. and nothing seems right anymore.

so i went shopping on saterday. got somes shoes delta airforce. erm.. i got like 2 orange shirts 1 long sleeved striped, and one that sais *love is..reeses peanut butter cups. erm.. a grey zip up short sleeve thing with an orange un even ( Read more... )

will someone wake me up when     february ends?!  i mean.. please.. i absolutley hate this month with a pasion, something alwaze goes wrong.. and stuff already has.. and its only the 2nd damn day of the effin` motnh!! and it can get worse!

i wish these scars on my arm
will only bleed more
bleed til there is nothing to bleed
just so my heart will be no ( Read more... )

party-ing all last night.. wasnt rrly that fun until the thongs busted out! ha.. that was great ( Read more... )