wow how long has it been since last updatteee o well umm lets see right now my life is in total chaos umm i made ramagers soo happy and yea thats about it that was good about this week i guess umm wed was worst day ever i guess me and nick are over watever dont care i mean like when i saw him on friday i realized how much i missed him and how much ( Read more... )

"I hide my pain like the rest of them
That's why I'm always laughing
I'm troubled, I'm brilliant and miserable too
That's why I am so funny
I swallow down all my fears
With a bottle made of silver
I've only been here for only sum years
But already my life is over"