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I am so freakin blah today, I mean... I duneveno, anyhow...
ok,,, well hollidaysburg is the place you go to when you don't want to keep a secret, I ran into an old pal today when I was at the mall and he told me Morgan that you only ever added me to your live journal for entertainment and to make fun of me. I'm like WHAT?~?~? He was telling me that you used to sit in photography, check your comments, and make fun of mine... My friend never took photography with you but apparently he's friends with some people who did, and I'm like what did I even say that she could make fun of? I mean to be honest Morgan I don't know if this is true, and I'm willing to let you try to explain what was said or anything but after hearing it from him I asked a couple other people and they said it was true, so I'm really looking forward to hearing from you whenever you have the chance, but to be real I only added you cuz you were friends with Sarah D. and I figured if your a friend of Sarah's you must be an ok person. I actually did this with Emma and the miss marsupials too. (Both of them have been deleted from my friends list just because we never became friends on any level.) Anyhow, I was also told that you would basically use my journal to read about me and mock me. That it was a form of entertainment for you... making fun of me that is. Again I don't know if it's true but I have heard it from a few people and I was just wondering to myself, if this is true, where does she get off making fun of my comments? I only ever commented on her pictures really and they were nice comments, nothing bad. I mean I'm not upset that she's thinking that, but I dunno really I just dont get it I mean if you want to do that, whatever. Like I didn't do anything to you that I recall accept compliment your pictures so if you did do this, that's fucked up, but it's like at least say the stuff to my face, you know? I mean I've had one of my best friends ex-bif's call me a lil bitch and tell me he didn't like me but I never and still don't have any hard feelings for him because... so what?... he doesn't like me,,,, not everyone does, but if this is true you didn't even tell me, you just kinda played it like we were kool!I just think that your gonna start burning your "london bridges" and then some day your gonna be hanging from the one bridge that you didn't burn and that person is going to see it and they're gonna burn that bridge with you hanging from it... I mean I hope this isn't true but I heard it from different people so I have to assume that its true, for now I'm going to delete you from my friends list, untill you comment about this and let me know the truth or confirm that it is the truth... even if it is true, I still have no hard feelings against you, I don't get like that. Just tell meeeeee that you don't like me for whatever reason not everyone else... it's like I do have friends... ya know?
Anywho,,, I haven't talked to Milkdud in 2 nights, I'm going to let him IM/E-mail me first which is a rediculous goal because I just want to talk to him 24/7 (and no we aren't fighting this is just something I'm doing) I also Haven't talked to Jessica in forever I called her,,, shes damn near impossible. BUUUUUT, I was talking to Annie tonight and she made me feel really good about myself, she told me I was a sweet guy and that I'm shallow lol... hell it worked for me! ha ha ha. ANNNND another friend of mine I won't mention the name but we're becomming really close and I love her dearly and I feel that I can tell her anything and shes incredibly sweet, muah! he he (... 2 parts of Annie and I's convo)
Annie (10:27:13 PM): you are so sweet
Hollywood90210CA (10:28:15 PM): nahh I'm not,,, at least I dont think I am, people say that and mean it sometimes and I'm like how am I sweet? and then they say I dunno you just are I'm like yeah ok ha ha
Annie (10:28:57 PM): no you are sweet cuz I read that lj comment and you prayed for my brother and it made me just want to cry thank you
Annie (10:32:58 PM): I think Alex likes you, but distance is an issue, he still seems sort of shallow to me, but you are the same way (no offense)
Annie (10:33:17 PM): I think being close friends could escalate into something different (look at me and my boy)
Hollywood90210CA (10:34:23 PM): ha ha ha ha ha ha ha thats ok,,,,, I don't take offense, I admit I'm shallow and I deal with it,,, you cant offend me its damn near impossible lol,,,,,,,,,,,,, ha ha aww I think it will escalate too when I move closer,,,, I dunno your boy tho lol
Annie (10:35:54 PM): you should just make yourself buff and become a hot ass model (no saying you aren't already hot) and then you can have all the mens you want cuz you'll be famous and a sexaholic
Hollywood90210CA (10:36:45 PM): ahhhhhhhhhhhh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA oh my god lmao,,,,, I want to tho ha ha I want to be hot and able to get any guy I want without seduction ha ha
Hollywood90210CA (10:36:55 PM): Alex is the only one I want tho,,,, I see him with me in many a years...
ok,,, well hollidaysburg is the place you go to when you don't want to keep a secret, I ran into an old pal today when I was at the mall and he told me Morgan that you only ever added me to your live journal for entertainment and to make fun of me. I'm like WHAT?~?~? He was telling me that you used to sit in photography, check your comments, and make fun of mine... My friend never took photography with you but apparently he's friends with some people who did, and I'm like what did I even say that she could make fun of? I mean to be honest Morgan I don't know if this is true, and I'm willing to let you try to explain what was said or anything but after hearing it from him I asked a couple other people and they said it was true, so I'm really looking forward to hearing from you whenever you have the chance, but to be real I only added you cuz you were friends with Sarah D. and I figured if your a friend of Sarah's you must be an ok person. I actually did this with Emma and the miss marsupials too. (Both of them have been deleted from my friends list just because we never became friends on any level.) Anyhow, I was also told that you would basically use my journal to read about me and mock me. That it was a form of entertainment for you... making fun of me that is. Again I don't know if it's true but I have heard it from a few people and I was just wondering to myself, if this is true, where does she get off making fun of my comments? I only ever commented on her pictures really and they were nice comments, nothing bad. I mean I'm not upset that she's thinking that, but I dunno really I just dont get it I mean if you want to do that, whatever. Like I didn't do anything to you that I recall accept compliment your pictures so if you did do this, that's fucked up, but it's like at least say the stuff to my face, you know? I mean I've had one of my best friends ex-bif's call me a lil bitch and tell me he didn't like me but I never and still don't have any hard feelings for him because... so what?... he doesn't like me,,,, not everyone does, but if this is true you didn't even tell me, you just kinda played it like we were kool!I just think that your gonna start burning your "london bridges" and then some day your gonna be hanging from the one bridge that you didn't burn and that person is going to see it and they're gonna burn that bridge with you hanging from it... I mean I hope this isn't true but I heard it from different people so I have to assume that its true, for now I'm going to delete you from my friends list, untill you comment about this and let me know the truth or confirm that it is the truth... even if it is true, I still have no hard feelings against you, I don't get like that. Just tell meeeeee that you don't like me for whatever reason not everyone else... it's like I do have friends... ya know?
Anywho,,, I haven't talked to Milkdud in 2 nights, I'm going to let him IM/E-mail me first which is a rediculous goal because I just want to talk to him 24/7 (and no we aren't fighting this is just something I'm doing) I also Haven't talked to Jessica in forever I called her,,, shes damn near impossible. BUUUUUT, I was talking to Annie tonight and she made me feel really good about myself, she told me I was a sweet guy and that I'm shallow lol... hell it worked for me! ha ha ha. ANNNND another friend of mine I won't mention the name but we're becomming really close and I love her dearly and I feel that I can tell her anything and shes incredibly sweet, muah! he he (... 2 parts of Annie and I's convo)
Annie (10:27:13 PM): you are so sweet
Hollywood90210CA (10:28:15 PM): nahh I'm not,,, at least I dont think I am, people say that and mean it sometimes and I'm like how am I sweet? and then they say I dunno you just are I'm like yeah ok ha ha
Annie (10:28:57 PM): no you are sweet cuz I read that lj comment and you prayed for my brother and it made me just want to cry thank you
Annie (10:32:58 PM): I think Alex likes you, but distance is an issue, he still seems sort of shallow to me, but you are the same way (no offense)
Annie (10:33:17 PM): I think being close friends could escalate into something different (look at me and my boy)
Hollywood90210CA (10:34:23 PM): ha ha ha ha ha ha ha thats ok,,,,, I don't take offense, I admit I'm shallow and I deal with it,,, you cant offend me its damn near impossible lol,,,,,,,,,,,,, ha ha aww I think it will escalate too when I move closer,,,, I dunno your boy tho lol
Annie (10:35:54 PM): you should just make yourself buff and become a hot ass model (no saying you aren't already hot) and then you can have all the mens you want cuz you'll be famous and a sexaholic
Hollywood90210CA (10:36:45 PM): ahhhhhhhhhhhh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA oh my god lmao,,,,, I want to tho ha ha I want to be hot and able to get any guy I want without seduction ha ha
Hollywood90210CA (10:36:55 PM): Alex is the only one I want tho,,,, I see him with me in many a years...