So on top of all of that ( Read more... )

Everyone keeps telling me that I need a myspace account...I simply don't see the need to keep up with one there when I can't very well keep up with my own ( Read more... )

There hasn't been much that I'd care to write about going on in my life. I've been feeling very needy and selfish lately. I want more time from my mother. She works twelve hours a day and then comes home to split her time with my father and grandmother. I want my piece of the pie. A lot of that comes from the fact that I haven't been home for more ( Read more... )

Once Matthew came home life was a little easier. We talked about me being homesick. He thinks I should be used to it since I've technically been away from home since I was eighteen. I'm not sure it'll ever go away though. He thinks that because we hang out with Jess that that's enough for me. I think there's something to be said about people who ( Read more... )

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I have decided that I would very much like a nap right now. Fortunately, I'm willing to settle for going to the bathroom and smoking a cigarette ( Read more... )

Sometimes I amaze myself by the amount of crap I can get done in one day ( Read more... )

Wednesday I had a super productive day. I worked my full 8.5 hour day (including my daily Douggie call). Then I came home to start all of my reports that I neglected from Saturday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. I already had dinner defrosted so that I could cook for Doug (even though he chose Shannon over us - hurumph). I started doing laundry and ( Read more... )

Another shocker was to have him come home, put his arms around me and agree with my brother. I love him. He's simply amazing. He understood completely and totally. He said that it wasn't anything that hadn't been done to me before, that it was true, that it was my opinion to write, and in the future if I didn't want to be upset to block it to ( Read more... )

The last thing I expected was to end up crying on the phone to my brother. He's still (I wonder how long he has been) of the mindset that I should not 'let insignificant people ruin my day ( Read more... )