i guess im feeling a little better about this whole ordeal... he talked to me for the first time in like a while and i guess i could call that closure... i understand where hes coming from... it still hurts me to think about... he could have just said no, you know? but i guess this should make me stronger...and as they say "there are other fish in ( Read more... )

why does it have to be like this... and always to me... never had a "that special someone" on valentines day... the commercials always get to me- i change the channel... i cant think about him...or look at him...evertime i hear his name... i get all teary eyed ( Read more... )

The superbowl party was so great!!!! we had loads of fun...me sarah and sam went to nick lima's house... we met alex, mike (snee) and jeff (who i knew from sam's birthday party)... snee mostly watched the game...but we were all preoccupied with "other" things...lol... at the beginning alex like hated us... but it changed as the night passed...we ( Read more... )

oh geez... today was not that cool... it started out with drivers ed at 11.30 in the morning... the best part about today was that the people i always babysit for canceled..and that rocks!! but anyways...back to today ( Read more... )

the day of the first set of finals... im terrified of going tomorrow...english and social studies...im going to bamb them... oh well i dont care... i am loved so much let me tell you...i am bored and trying to downloads songs...but my computer is retarded and it doesnt like me...so it wont let me do shit!! thats got to be fun... im trying to listen ( Read more... )

today was crazy....i had drivers ed and i forgot to grab my shiznit before i had to go to church...so when i got to church i got in trouble...i ended up being late for drivers ed and my dad had to go get my drivers manual and my highlighter...welll whatever...i dont care ( Read more... )

hehe this is sarah and im a cheater bc im typing in sheala's journal o_0

but i gave her a really kool icon with <3Bam<3 anywayz ill stop being dumb and go back to meh dinner! lol

Fumbling his confidence ( Read more... )

hey its my first entry!!!...thats exciting for me becuase it can be...lol i had a hard day today because jayson had to be an ass like always...that kid is like uberannoying...lol omg today..on the bus...this one kid was annoying another kid because the other kid(kid 2) wouldnt let the first kid (kid 1) use his cd player....IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!!...kid ( Read more... )