stop stampeding in and out of conflicting directions.. no matter which way im flowing im always perched in the wrong trend.. decide tonight if this is for me.. for me please. How can you beat a game your meant to lose at.. id fancy monopoly but ive been handed life. If it wasn’t so dark maybe id have an idea of the way the door opened.. rather then ( Read more... )

today was odd.. went to santa barbara.. say mi ex g/f danielle n got mi hookah back.. long ass adventure though.. went to sarahs.. and that was bout it.. shits odd latley.. no matter what im doing im over it.. need something new in life.. a new piece to mi unfinished puzzle.. is it you?

if u were swimming with me then u'd understand.. meaning confused with destiny lets go of control to crash into a whole different life.. in this life the questions that surround the darkness in and outside of our heads is welcomed with poison arms and bitter hands, i cant accept what isint mine, that why your friendship is pushed off of reason. my ( Read more... )

boring day kinda.. woke up to n1ck n n2ck coming in mi house.. chilled.. had a morning session of hookah.. kinda bahd.. made a feast.. bahd little toasty n some pasta.. cleaned the kitchen.. later we met up with everyone at subway.. went to sarahs with n1ck.. n2ck.. chr1s.. karissa.. chrissie.. kyrstal.. curt and sarah.. smoked hookah.. mary is ( Read more... )

so this is mi livejournal.. hmmm thankssss karissa for doing it for me <3.. i jus ate 2 double doubles from in n out cause im a fat disgusting piece of shit.. drama with the family todayyy but fuck it.. i still love em all jus the same.. <3sarah,lea,curt,chr1s,n2ck,krystal and chrissie. late. oh andi need a job.. someone get me a job.. and a new ( Read more... )

this is mi first i think.. leme kno whats up?