It’s been a really long time since I’ve posted. Sorry to the few of you that read it. I’ve just been running myself into the ground an the thought of actually booting up my PC and writing something has been a big deterrent. What have I been doing to keep so busy? Work. That is all ( Read more... )

Is anyone out there???

I just want to be loved.

I'm so fucking pathetic.

Time for bed.

So, the noticable fluxs in reality have virtualy ceased. I am thankful for that, even if it was merely a produc of my will and reasoning and such. I still feel the presence, but that's another issue; it''s not gnawing at me and shredding my sanity piece by piece. That's good ( Read more... )

When will shit stop going wrong??? I'm fucking tired of it. I know why some of it is (damn you karma). But this is a little much. A lot much ( Read more... )

It rained bunches in the past few days. The weather guy says 5 inches in 36 hours. That's a lot of rain. Especially when it's seaping into your basement and the drain clogs and you have a lake in your laundry room. So, that has brought a screaching halt to my making the basement ok to rent out 'casue I need money plans ( Read more... )

I know it's late but I wanted to get 'em out there so that you all can yell at me for breaking them ( Read more... )

I found this cruising the recent entries, it's pretty OK ( Read more... )

So, I've calmed down a lot since that last post. Any of you that know me would realize that was not who I am; most of the time. Just a little venting. Lately I've been everything, happy, sad, angry, and on and ond and on. All I'm worried about right now is 21st century subsistance. Food water shelter. This translates to: bills, food in fridge ( Read more... )

I pulled this from something I found on Deviant Art ( Read more... )

so, i'm gonna summarize to get to the point. Hulla was great, I was single. I made out with some guy and traded hickeys with some cute blonde girl who's info I lost. My plan to not think about all the bullshit until I get back worked quite well. Granted, it hit me like a ton of bricks on the way home when I realized I was returning from an ( Read more... )