tonight was a night of being walked all over. too long of a night and too long of a story but i feel like a huge door mat. Just all night everything I did seemed to be dumb ( Read more... )

Today is my second day off in a row. It's quite amazing. Yesterday we hit up the beach. What a treat in April to enjoy the beach. It was super, considering lately I have felt like an inmate in my own home. Justin is officially fucking Audrey again and shes always here, with that rat Sadi. It's super annoying. Today I have a lot to do but I am happy ( Read more... )

SO lately I really havent had to much noteworthy things going on in my life, and so I update still about once a week but it's never really a huge to do or anything. But tonight I just have this huge urge to write about whats going on in the house. In the past I wanna say maybe six months or so Preston and myself have become so utterly fed up with ( Read more... )

SO Oliver got fixed today. It was a complete mess. I went to pick him up around four. The doctor told me that he had only one testicle that had dropped and that that could not locate the other and that it is still inside him. She also preceded too tell me that that can cause "feminisation" later on and that he will turn into a female. I questioned ( Read more... )

So today is my day off. Not much exciting stuff going on here. P is on nights these past two weeks so hes sleeping right now. Last weekend we ended up staying home because we were both super sick. I still have a funny sounding voice and cough ( Read more... )

So it's finally flip flop weather...woot. Had the past two days off. My current annoyance is our neighbors. They have people living in a winnebego in their driveway. I know times are tough but it's such an eye sore in our neighborhood. I wanna find out if it's legal or not and call the cops.. It's just so annoying ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that he came back to us. It was so upsetting to wake up and think he was there for a spit second..

This weather is bringing me out of the shit mood ive been in for months.

It happens every year and although it hasnt happened just yet it's coming up this weekend and it's starting to sink in. It's like I know it's coming but I think this year it's more guilt that is attacking me more than the fear of not seeing her again. I have had almost a YEAR to be with her and I have seen her about 3 or 4 times. This summer I was ( Read more... )

So it's almost March. That hopefully means another month closer to the team being whole again. Right now the store is getting ready for PI. I have been working SWAT for a few weeks now and it's been going well. I like that I dont have to wear a uniform and I get out by one. It's also exhausting as well. I have been finding that I am falling into ( Read more... )

So this weekend was great. We had a cute/weird hotel in the middle of Manhattan and we basically walked to wherever we needed to be. Friday was just a crazy day. We ended up skipping out on dinner and just heading to the knicks/celtics game. I got my birthday gift there. Preston surprised me with a diamond necklace. I never asked for jewelery nor ( Read more... )