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[c_aiken]

Don't be mad at me. Don't hate me. Don't yell at me. Please don't hate me. I am going to try to explain as best I can why this happened. It won't be easy but I will try. I am not very good at expressing my feelings. Especially romantic feelings. But I will try. Let me first start off by saying that I love you. I love you so much. You know that

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[kelly_clarkson]

I can only start by saying that I don't hate you, I couldn't hate you, and you have no idea how much I wish that I could hate you because that would be so much easier than this.

I wish for a second that you would be selfish and not wonder how I would feel all the time. I would rather have you once a week than not have you at all, but what can I do? What's done is done, and that's all that can be said. Saying that you're sorry won't fix me, saying that you love me is like pouring salt on an open wound, and I won't tell you that I love you because it could only make things worse. So, if you wanted a good-bye, here it is.

[c_aiken]

I...

Good-bye, Kelly.

[kelly_clarkson]

You what?

[c_aiken]

There is nothing left for me to say. I've said everything I needed to.

[matchboxforever]

Awww...

[kimberley_locke]

**HUGS** I'm so sorry to see you hurting like this. You have such a huge capacity for love, both romantic and otherwise, and I know this is just killing you. I think we've become good enough friends that I can say that I think you're making the right decision for now, tho. Your career will never have another chance like this again, and I would hate to see you not do your best because your energies were divided. Hang in there, my friend, and know that you always have my ears and shoulders when you need them.

[c_aiken]

I wish I knew if I was making the right decision but. Right now I just don't know. Thank you so much Kimberley. You've always been there for me.

[_ryanseacrest_]

Don't lie to the girl, Clay. Just tell her the truth. You're spending all your time with me. Hahaha! Seriously, though. I know you're baptist and...well, let's face it. They're not the most open-minded people. But I thought we agreed we wouldn't lie about what we have together.

[defyingtheodds]

i think i'm going to be sick

anyway wassap clay can we do it

[c_aiken]

No, I am doing it with Ryan Seacrest.

[defyingtheodds]

that was just sick you disgust me ;)

[milla_jovovich]

This is totally not the ideal post to comment in for the first time, but it is the most recent, so it will have to do.

I just wanted to say hello. Your talents amaze me weekly when you sing on American Idol and you have yet to let me down. My votes always go to you. Keep on singing to us with that beautiful voice, Clay.