It's been a long time coming. I think we've both always recognized a mutual attraction but were careful to respect the other's relationships and happiness. You rejoiced when I was happy, and I rejoiced when you were happy. We've been friends for so long now since the very beginning ( Read more... )

Ryan is turning one soon. I can't believe it's been a whole year since he was born. Party preparations are in full swing though I haven't talked about them much ( Read more... )

Rome...Italy, is just fucking gorgeous. Seriously. There's something in the air here that I just can't describe. Ryan loves it here too and he's even okay with the freezing cold weather. Asia bitches everytime I even think about going outside but she's so cute when she curses me out in Italian ( Read more... )

Asia is leaving soon for a month. It feels strange and scary and I want to just lock the doors and unplug the phone and keep our idyllic life just the way it is ( Read more... )

A few nights ago ( Read more... )

I've never been a big one for Christmas. Maybe because I grew up in Vegas and blinking lights were something I saw everyday, and maybe because it was warm and I'd never seen snow ( Read more... )

I was filled with trepidation about making Thanksgiving dinner. I'm not the greatest cook and here i was expected to make all these things I've never made before. I made sure to stock up on lots of STouffer's turkey dinners in case my efforts were completely horrendous ( Read more... )

I didn't have an abortion. Ever.

When Marc left, there were a few days where I thought I was pregnant. Blood tests later confirmed that the home pregnancy test had shown a false positive because I was nursing.

I know people won't believe this, but whoever wrote that comment is extremely fucked up and there is no truth to it.

Asia is such a life saver. She came home so many nights from the set with this destructive rage. Usually, the kids would be in bed so we would just walk outside to the middle of a field and I would sit and let her scream and kick and jump up and down and just bitch about how terrible and miserable the day was. I was so impressed that she could ( Read more... )

There is so much satisfaction in being proven right....again ( Read more... )