Today is to be as busy as possible and try to stay as mind numbed as possible.  If that fails I do have two bags of chips, dip and ice cream. I tried to stay up late last night but my body demanded sleep at 1 AM and I woke up naturally at 9 AM.  so much for that.

Today is my 14 year wedding anniversary.  Unhappy Anniversary to me!!!

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Yesterday was my interview with Happy Hound and I think it went very well. I'll find out next week. In the next few minutes I'll write a thank you card and send it out before the noon deadline at the mailbox. What made me really excited was that because I have so many years experience in the field of boarding that I may move into department head ( Read more... )

Been a busy as well calm few days. Yesterday I helped my friend Ungar unload the contents of a moving pod up three flights of stairs into his and his girlfriend's new apartment. Then we ate yummy pizza and beer ( Read more... )

With the help of ztepfinat0r I tweeked a few things, so resume part III ( Read more... )

Therapy was interesting yesterday. Longer session since she will be gone for two weeks. We talked about Ego and moving towards Self. I should not use the lack of call backs or the cancellation of interviews as a validation of Ego but to see it as not a fit to Self. I might have used that concept a little too harshly later that evening when ( Read more... )

My tentative plans for movie watching kind of fell though. I have options to go to tiki tuesday at Forbidden Island in about 90 minutes (8PM) if anyone wants to come. Or if anyone has a decent TV and DVD player I have The Notorious Betty Page and O Brother Where Art Thou?.

any one anyone?

I didn't write a to do list up yesterday. Yesterday was a bad day, any more days like that it going to turn my mild depression to a clinical depression. I hate feeling worthless and pathetic and hopeless. Every time in the past that I've hurt myself it was because I felt I had no purpose or value. I really do not like that head space. ( Read more... )

Yesterday felt a lot better and was full of energy. If only I could channel that energy to actual cleaning up my clutter; instead I took multiple walks up an down Park st. Spent $4 at La Pinata on a street taco. Wishing now I hadn't because Mahtab is having brunch in the city and I have no funds to get there. I have $1 on my translink and $16 ( Read more... )

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