Don't mind me, I'm having an emo moment

[c_dizzle]

Last night I had the biggest emotional breakdown I've had in a while. I was going through old pictures and it got me thinking. I wonder what my life would have been like if my parents didn't get divorced. Would I still be on pompon? Would I have ever met my lifesavers Andrea and Jessi? Would I have rebelled and turned into a bad kid like I did?

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[falls_so_fast]

Courtney! I know exactly how you feel, besides the mom thing because my mom and i are super close. You just get to a point where you just get tired of waiting for people to change, people as referring to my dad. You can only take so much , until you snap. My dad demands respect,but he doesn't give it. I saw your mom at the store the other day, it was pretty awkward. I think she was trying to avoid my mom and I because she was with her boyfriend. How old is Austin now? Well, I just know how you feel because I feel it's like me writing your entry. I can't even imagine how it must feel though to not have at least one parent to confide in..it must be lonely. If you ever want to talk about it, I'm here. You can IM me at Abercrombie15180 or even call me 9802296. Because I know that none of my friends understand, and maybe you would.

♥

[falls_so_fast]

"He has weakend me to the point where I'm too tired to fight back and I just accept it."

one more thing, that is exactly what it's like. You just kind of get used to getting treated like crap. My dad has weakened me in all ways possible. I always feel uneasy around him, like I'm walking on eggshells. I can't really form bonds or get really close with guys because I'm afraid of finding one whose just like him. You just stop fighting, when you're our age and you're depending on youre parents, it's about all you can do.

[c_dizzle]

Thanks Steph, that helps. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who knows what it's like. I miss living practically next door to you :(

[falls_so_fast]

i know! that was fun!

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