Well today kinda sucks. I have had pink eyes the last two days. I havent been able to go to school, not that i am complaining. Why would i be upset about not getting to face the daily drama of that? Anyway, i miss everyone, and im not dying so...call off the party plans. lol.  just kidding peeps. I'll be back tomorrow. Much love...

*C*

well i guess theres nothing like ....

Knowing someone addicted to crystal meth,

Getting dumped 2 months before prom,

Monday morning hangovers,

being lied to about dumb shit,

and having people mad at you for stupid ass reasons.

I guess there is always the good stuff though. Shuler is talking to me again.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder ( Read more... )

it was simple, not nearly as complicated as i thought it would be. A nine AM wake up call.
i said..." I just don't think this is working anymore."
He said.." I agree, a seperation seems nesecary." at least it was something like that.
Kristine, thanks for being there.

love, christina

    I feel like i am doing it again. The things where i don't want to be around people. My heart starts beating really fast and my inability to breathe makes me feel like i am going to have a panick attack. Sometimes even the smallest things set me off. I am always paranoid that people are whispering about me even when the room is silent enough to ( Read more... )

Everyone keeps talking about Prom. it is still like 4 months away. I dont want to go i fucking dont care. I didnt like any dresses and i dont have a reliable date even. Fuck prom.Fuck school.

-underappreciated

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If you cared about me, truly and dearly as a friend than i would always have your friendship to fall back and rely on. If you cared about me, truly and dearly as a friend or even more, than no matter who i was friends with or in a relationship with you would not neglect our communication. if you cared about me, as the person i am today when i stand ( Read more... )

How strange it is that the things you think you know sooo much about are the very things you know nothing about in the end.