..why?..thats all i have to ask.it doesnt hurt...it doesnt phase me...it doesnt bother me...it doesnt linger..do i really just not give a fuck..or am i just kidding myself?...no i really just dont care...perceptum ut permissum res vado

i fucking hate this...i hate myself...fuck what she says ..she knows its my fault..my jealouy got us here....it destroyed us..fuck it i shouldnt even be friends with her...i really love her...like crazy...and im going to keep trying....i dont care what she says...its never too late..nothings ever done untilk its laying under six feet...fuck i love ( Read more... )

havent posted one in fucking forever...so much has happened...but the main thing...whitney broke up with me...not too happy about it...it seems like she doesnt care...she pulled out the im not ready to move...then went on to she sed she was breaking up with me...wtf...i still love her...as i type im in tears...im always gonna love her...i always ( Read more... )

so...yea.......ill never see her the same way i use to....not after last night....ive seriously thought about things i really shouldnt think about.....we all make mistakes...we live with them......but unfortuneatley that mistake is something that could ruin something really great like a friendship...andntthats what its ruined.....

young people make it seem like they dont have a whole life ahead of themselves.like theyve found their true love at the age of 12, 13, 14 and so on.well they need to stop and think about the years they have ahead of them and stop trying to be all" hes the only one ill ever love in my life and this and that".it annoys me when they say shit like that ( Read more... )

i hate it when u make it seem like i know the muthafuckin guys u chill with.u think im a damn fool?what u think of me?obviously not much.u think im fuckin stupid?think i know these niggas u hang out with?i aint in such a good mood....

i hate fucking talking to you babe!!!i cant tell you wat i want to cuz u fucking panic.i keep shit locked up cuz u automaticly start freaking out...fucking christ.i have shit to say...u just wont let me tell you...i know u dont wanna hear it but u have to fully understand...THIS IS THE REASON IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND.i cant keep secrets.not with ( Read more... )

DONT TELL ME TO DO IT CUZ I WILL ( Read more... )

"on the wings of the broken"

I cant take this anymore...
I can feel your degration
riding on the wings of the broken
YOU STRIVE TO BLEED ME MORE!!!

all this time I thought you were the one ( Read more... )

when shit starts goin down hill when it dont feel the same nemore...when shit dont seem the same...when it doesnt things dont have the same effect that it once did....then you gotta ask yourself this question:is it time to give up or do i stay around longer?...someone has to help me with this question