The state of my mind has always been questionable
So last night, I had a dream that I killed Matsujun. Though, to be fair I didn't really see him die. And the killing blow was actually delivered by my dad.
It was a very weird dream actually. Something about some cult coming to kill my entire family and we were preparing to face the attack. Our plan to ambush them didn't really work since they ambushed us first and everyone was tied up except my brother who had hid inside a tree.
So, to the killing part, after everyone was tied up, they (the evil cult) tried to knock my dad out using coconuts. I mean, they actually hit him over the head with a coconut. They turned to me next but apparently I have a very hard head (not untrue in real life, I was once hit on the forehead by a moving swing, was thrown back, and still came out of it walking with nothing but a small bruise), so the coconut just dazed me a bit. I somehow managed to get out of my bonds and lunged at our attackers with a machete of all things.
I was putting up a fairly good fight, I don't actually remember how it went but suddenly, I was in a lock with some guy and when I looked up, it was Matsujun. He was grinning kinda smugly as well. Anyway, we were pretty evenly matched and I remember thinking in the dream to aim for his carotid artery. Somehow, I managed to push the blade of his own knife to his neck, and he was still grinning this shit-eating grin like; do your worst dammit. I managed to make a small nick, it drew blood and everything before my brother suddenly burst out of his hiding place and cut everyone loose. My dad appeared behind me and slashed at Matsujun, deepening the earlier cut I had made, and there was a gush of blood.
Then I woke up. And thought, Dammit, I killed Matsujun.
Weird homicidal cult dreams aside, I have a vague feeling of KATTUN withdrawal. Most specifically of Ueda. He barely speaks anyway and yet I'm having Ueda withdrawal. I'm the only one who actually downloads KATTUN stuff and with my internet now being kind off sucky, and promises to be sucky for ages and ages to come, I can't actually download anything new. :(
I'm gonna watch KATTUN concerts tonight. While studying. Because dammit oral medicine.
It was a very weird dream actually. Something about some cult coming to kill my entire family and we were preparing to face the attack. Our plan to ambush them didn't really work since they ambushed us first and everyone was tied up except my brother who had hid inside a tree.
So, to the killing part, after everyone was tied up, they (the evil cult) tried to knock my dad out using coconuts. I mean, they actually hit him over the head with a coconut. They turned to me next but apparently I have a very hard head (not untrue in real life, I was once hit on the forehead by a moving swing, was thrown back, and still came out of it walking with nothing but a small bruise), so the coconut just dazed me a bit. I somehow managed to get out of my bonds and lunged at our attackers with a machete of all things.
I was putting up a fairly good fight, I don't actually remember how it went but suddenly, I was in a lock with some guy and when I looked up, it was Matsujun. He was grinning kinda smugly as well. Anyway, we were pretty evenly matched and I remember thinking in the dream to aim for his carotid artery. Somehow, I managed to push the blade of his own knife to his neck, and he was still grinning this shit-eating grin like; do your worst dammit. I managed to make a small nick, it drew blood and everything before my brother suddenly burst out of his hiding place and cut everyone loose. My dad appeared behind me and slashed at Matsujun, deepening the earlier cut I had made, and there was a gush of blood.
Then I woke up. And thought, Dammit, I killed Matsujun.
Weird homicidal cult dreams aside, I have a vague feeling of KATTUN withdrawal. Most specifically of Ueda. He barely speaks anyway and yet I'm having Ueda withdrawal. I'm the only one who actually downloads KATTUN stuff and with my internet now being kind off sucky, and promises to be sucky for ages and ages to come, I can't actually download anything new. :(
I'm gonna watch KATTUN concerts tonight. While studying. Because dammit oral medicine.