these last two days of silence were more terrifying than the threats ( Read more... )

a recent conversation w. my rather insane, neurotic, A.D.D mother ( Read more... )

driving to work yesterday, early evening, the sun has started to go ...wait, there was no sun. scratch that. it was pouring. but the sky did have some brightness to it, surprisingly. anyway-i was driving along the all too familiar twist and turns of highway 20. highway 20 cant be driven many days without a fearless faced hitchhiker stairing you ( Read more... )

lately,since text is nothing short of mangled-since its like a damn 'un-scramble these words' puzzle up there, in my head- i resort to stills ( Read more... )

lately ive been doing some re-arranging in my head ( Read more... )

life is too short. we all tick-tock an expiration date that we want to lie forgotten. we never know when its time to go-she left quietly, alone perhaps-not wanting to imposeif I knew my time-Id perhaps scream it on mountain tops and wait for the earth to shatter w. me-isnt it only fair? she didnt even want a funeral service-too much hurt involved ( Read more... )

shera died yesterday.
early a.m.
24-cancer.
she was, in fact, an angel.
and no doubt in mind-she is the sunshine thru the rain.
rip emily-you'll live on longer than you'll ever know.

the backspace button has been my friend ( Read more... )

this background makes me seem excessively girlie ( Read more... )

'if you cant be a good example,
then you'll just have to be a horrible warning.'

i tell husband all the time-
"im sorry-i should have came w. a warning sign."