im so confused right now, i dont know how to start. well like most people say im smart but i make the stupidest decisions. Things in school are not going so well right now and my future is getting more and more unclear. At home my parents are still pissing me off cause they just wont leave me alone; I know they wanna help me, but this is something ( Read more... )

well yeah. i just decided to write in this thing one more time. this entry might not make sense but bear with me because im just gonna let my emotions go, i have no control. What is life? How does one know if one is living? Life is not realized until the presence of death, just as the things u love and care about the most are not realized until ( Read more... )

well yeah i know im updating kinda late but yeah. well no ones talkin to me right now so i guess i have time to write a short update. well theres really not much to say about today except that i got married today. yup im married and no longer single, so sorry ladies but yur gonna have to take a number and wait yur turn. But this marriage was so ( Read more... )

im in class right now and yeah. well im not doin my work and i decided to update cause i havnt updated in a long time. Well sorry, but this isnt gonna be much of an update but i decided to put somethin so people still know that i use this damn thang. well yeah, i think im gonna have a good update in a while but first i need to collect my thoughts ( Read more... )

Meeting you was just so unexpected ( Read more... )

well yeah today i got caught. last week i didnt feel like goin to school and i skipped most of my classes. but anywayz today my dad called me at work and he asked me if i had been goin to my classes and i told him the truth without hesitation. so he started askin me why and i was like i just dont feel like goin but then when i got home him and my ( Read more... )

well i just came back home from bein stood up. I was supposed to meet this girl at wendy's for lunch. I didnt go to school today because once again i didnt feel good. Anyways i shoed up at wendy's and waited and waited and waited. Then i waited some more and finally realized this person was not gonna show; that's messed up. Then when i was about to ( Read more... )

well i havnt wrote in a long time because i have had alot of things on my mind lately that i needed to clear up. well not much has happened since the last time i wrote anyways. ive gone to work and stayed at home most of the time. i wish i had more to say but i dont. well maybe ill have more to say once school starts on monday. well i guess ill ( Read more... )

today started off allright because i was chattin with andrea and jaime. Then andrea had to get off the computer so we started talking on the phone. I think i had a panic attack right before we hung up and we were both so scared. I had never had one before and it was freakin me out because i was trying so hard to stop but the harder i tried the ( Read more... )

today was kinda boring. I didnt have to work today and i thought that would be great but it turned out to be a drag, because my phone got cut off today. I was chatting for a while in the morning but then the person i was talking to just got off without even saying bye. That's messed up. then i went to sleep for a while but couldn't really sleep. I ( Read more... )