BLAH!

[c_m_morris]

Ok, so i decided to get a live journal it looked like it would be fun to tell people whats going on inside my head. Well i have been thinking a lot lately. You never realize how much your going to miss someone until they are gone. The other day i found out that someone i really liked when i was little is going to die soon from cancer. it kind of

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[gal_i_le_o]

you = mini me

which is quite a compliment for you!

first 2nd comment in your journal

[i_run_800]

two things....

1) conformist....

2) yea, death is something that is real in this world and it happens alot. but we are normaly sheltered from it. and only find out part of the details when it is someone close to you. but lately for me it has happened all to much, and i know a lot about the situations, yes, it sucks. if you need anything i might be able to help.

i think this may be a third point, i dont know... but why do you feel so alone? you must have friends. why cant you talk with them? if they are a good friend im sure they would have no problem listing to you, even if they cant offer any advice, letting others speek is help enough sometimes...

ok, thats all

-RyAN-

Re: first 2nd comment in your journal

[hailbail2303]

collettte, dont think you have to talk to just a friend or something.. you can talk to someone older and wiser... or you dotn have to talk to someone.. i mean... it can help.. even if you just vent and bitch and such.. that could help.. i mean i know laine would be there in a heartbeat for you... as woudl i, i know im not "laine" or anyone.. but if you ask laine.. ive been through some shit.. and i know how to listen, even if no one listens to me.. and you have lane, and your emig girls.. ok enough of listing your friends, you know who they are.. but uh, yea im trying this thing out called "being positive" so to give positive advice, i would have to say, dont htink about death and stuff, i know its natural to think about it.. but just look back and think of all the happy moments with that person... or just anything happy.. and you cant dwell on something thats going to happen.. just live in the present, and when bad stuff happens.. accept it, learn from it, grow from it.. and you are allowed to be pissed off and sad.. dotn think taht

[lane314]

heyyyyyyy this is your pal lane clare standige ... what up hot mama... u know it surprises me to read that u think u dont have anyone to talk to ... i know that u may think i dont like u or what not but thats not the case .. i love u like i love the twins... like a cousin (which rite now givin a few situations i dunno if that means alot) but i know i can bitch at u but its just me showin the love... if u ever ever needed anything i would be there for u .. so dont forget that ... oh yea and cheer up...LANE

colette....

[laurenemig]

that was pretty deep. i must say i am somewhat shocked that you feel lonely. it makes me realize that even as outrageous as you are, you still get let down. just know that you can come to me with anything. you're one of my good friends so when you're ready to talk, i'll listen and give you some feedback. i know how you feel though. so it should make for an interesting conversation. keeping it real, lauren..

[gal_i_le_o]

I was the only one without a deep comment...

[i_run_800]

b/c you went first

i was in deep mode and wrote, then everone else felt like they were compelled to be like me. its b/c im soooo cool!!

-RyAN-