I Can't Help but Just Watch it All Unfold in Front of Me...

[c_rza]

It's almost indescribable. I can't help the feeling I get when I watch the world in it's realness. Sometimes if you stand and let everything pass by you-people, animals, time and it's friend, change. You almost feel inviolable as you sit/stand/just fucCin' watch time transcend in front of you. You would get to see people act how they always act

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No....I do it too

[velcrofree]

Ive had those nights
where everything
seems so clear
and yet youre
very disconnected

You wonder if your truly there
and strangely your at peace
theres some sort of realness,
Watching people.
Everything slows down,
another "snow-globe" moment.

These are the nights
that I think I am most crazy.
Where I have my delusions
of grandior and where I can hit my lowest
lows.

Aside from my stalker behavior, ha
I have it,
these are the nights that
scare the shit outta me
yet give me this weird peace
Its like everything is the way
it is and its okay,
for a while anyway.

Re: No....I do it too

[latinluvmunky]

Word...
we're all in the same loop, and it's only worse out here. I have my room to myself every other night because my roommate is on crew and sitting in the room by myself at night, in total silence and darkness is creepy. I get to thinking about everything and I don't exactly have that peace of mind but more of a terrying experience because I imagine in great detail what the world is like after I'm gone, and just about like how everything is at the moment. I get to thinking about what you all are doing while at the same time I'm lying in a bed trying to go to sleep, and you're all going about your day.

"I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in."

Re: No....I do it too

[c_rza]

One of the worst things anyone can do is belittle themselves and imagine what the world would be like after they are gone. I say that cuz sooner or later after a short grieving period, everyone decides to go on with their lives and you are soon forgotten and only by a certain memory. It's not like anyone has the desire to live like you never left. Our lives are flaccid...among other things, that is. It'd be nice to see you when you get back...stay up, bro.

[ilgrim26]

its always fun just looking at things like that around you. what i love doing is walking down the street and know that no one is going to look at me. makes me feel invisible. im looking around and trying to call attention to myself without doing anything too extreme but i still dont get a reaction. its sweet. :)

[c_rza]

Well clearly, I'm not the only one so that makes me feel a whole lot better...YOU BUNCHA FREAKS! ;)

[avid_dreamer]

:D